In a way, my life has both changed so much, yet stayed exactly the same. I compare this to its status in my last post April this year, not last year. Last year was a different chapter altogether in my life.
I'm going to get back into the swing of things and blog about what I usually blog. Mostly the subject topics are work, plans, work, work, work, and the occasional bitch. In other words, topics that do not interest anyone else in the history of the world but me.
I can't wait for my perspectives exam to be over. It's 50%. After this, I have one more exam - Legal Method and Research - and I think it will be a breeze. I hope I didn't jinx myself with overconfidence.
Relationships with people have, within recent history, been forged and broken, reformed, remoulded, changed in every way possible. Parents have by now formally divorced (old news by now) and loads of shit has happened with father moving out and flitting in and out and just a billion things.
I want to get some sort of paralegal job over the holidays, but I have such low self-confidence when it comes to getting a job. I just have no motivation. I feel like, after two decades of education, it will ultimately be all for nothing when I can't bring myself to get out there are be interviewed. Maybe I'll just become a barrister straight off. Hahahahaaha what a terrifying thought.
Stella
