I had the scariest fucking dream ever.

Basically I dreamed that I got a grand score of 2 for my 4u maths exam, and then lamented for my HSC. It was really bad. :(

Probably going to get results tomorrow, so I'm a little freaked out..

The school's careers counselor is really, REALLY keen on UTS for law and media/communications. Asian parents don't know much about the actual university courses but make massive assumptions purely based on reputation.

Don't know what to do about the spider which gave birth in the part of the air conditioning vent connected to my bedroom ceiling. I know this because baby spiders crawl out of it at night.

:/


At last we bought insect spray while shopping today. I was getting really tired of cleaning up bits of mashed cockroach/spider.

Mum ate this really weird thing today: she boiled a few potatoes, poured some sugar on a plate, and basically ate them together. Idk, is that normal..?

Finished all my assessments! And all my homework! I know right?! :D :D :D
Unfortunately I'll be getting an English task notification tomorrow, so that sucks. But at least it'll be my last assessment for the term :P

FUCK I JUST BANGED MY ANKLE ON THE METAL PART OF THE CHAIR.
Now I have a bruise :/ ughh.

I need to cut my hair sometime soon.

-Stella

ANXIETY ATTACK and boring musings on how the hell I'd ever be able to get into law and Sydney Uni

Well I was playing around with an ATAR calculator to determine what kind of marks I need to get in each subject in order to get that 99.65 I so dearly wish for. I probably shouldn't have done that because now I am kind of panicking like a bitch, because yeah it's obviously pretty darn hard.. To get that ATAR I'd need upper band 6's in every subject, and although I think there may be a possibility of perhaps becoming an all-rounder (just because I feel rather secure in all my subjects...currently), a high band 6 in all of them is pretty near impossible. And there is no flexible entry for law at Sydney Uni, which sucks but I suppose is obvious since it's such a competitive course to get into..

But luckily (I suppose) I want to do a combined Law and Arts (Media and Communications) degree there, and the cutoff for the latter was 98.5 last year, which, even though it's still amazingly difficult, is a more achievable ATAR. And hopefully if I maintain a distinction average I could transfer to the combined degree.

Ahhh okay maybe I should sleep now..
Just arranging my thoughts.
It's your own fault if you read through all this and found it boring, because the title clearly says it is.

PS Silly girl has done something else very silly again which may have actually trumped all previous silly exploits.